My Motherhood

Today I have been away from the kids all day! And all day all I could think about is what are they doing? Is Jay Jay ok? What is Jett up to? I just missed them so so much. I often times get so overwhelmed with them. I feel like I need to just go in the room for ten minutes and just take a breath, but I can't. Or I can't wait until bed time rolls around and I'm just pushing through the day putting my son's favorite movie on or taking him to the park to make the time go by. And as I type this it makes me sad that these emotions take over at times, only sometimes because they are so sweet! How lucky am I to be their mama ! I want to stay present in these times of adventure, growth, dependency. I love them so much! It's the sweetest thing too because when I'm in my most overwhelmed moments Jay Jay, unknowingly or maybe he knows, will grab my leg and kiss me or do something so sweet that my heart just melts!  

A friend of mine posted the other day how the most challenging job she has is the most rewarding! It is so true! Motherhood is challenging, a part of you dies but yet so much more is alive and just so amazing . Everyday I have so much to be thankful for and how sweet these boys are. What they do to my heart is incomparable. I'm blessed and highly favored!  

Tonight as I hold my baby I just have a sense of joy and peace because I'm so lucky and blessed to be able to learn so much from two beautiful little souls and be loved so unconditional that even in my darkest or not the best moments they still love me so sweet and gently! Thank you God! ​

​these are definitely my lemons! 

Mama Jord ​

Pure Joy

Peaceful  

Halloween Disney Style

This year we decided to tackle Disneyland's Mickey's Halloween Party on a weekend. It was fun and I was glad we did it to say we did it, but I won't be back for a few years when the kids are old enough to really enjoy it. I was thankful I had people to help aka Grandma because Jay Jay is like five kids on his own. It was my first time being back since having them both. It was a tad bit overwhelming but I am glad to have made this memory for my babies. Im just thankful that we even can afford to go because Disneyland is not cheap! The parade, the churros, the cotton candy, and of course the costumes made the night. Also, I absolutely loved seeing all the villains. Its definitely something to experience at least once.

Notice the common denominator in these photos..... grandma!! SO SO thankful because I was getting stressed out lol

Lastly the fam photo! Lots of fun having all of my mom's grandkids together!! <3

Til next time Disney Halloween ✌🏾️ 

Jord

Fabulous Friday: My Fav Photos of the Week

This weekend I got to take my babe with me as I add a new craft to my resume Ma Yoga. I got to spend the weekend with some amazing women. Its amazing because the training is not only for certified yoga instructors, but mamas and pregnant women too! I learned so much and can't wait to take prenatal yoga training in two weeks! If your interested, check out it out by clicking here -> Join me! Im excited to start teaching my mamas and preggos!

Jay Jay Loved being able to talk to Uncle Keith! This boy says Keith at least once a day and every football player is KEITH.

Jett is growing so fast. I had a bitter sweet moment during this bed time. As I laid there watching him sleep. He is so big already. He will soon grow up to be a big boy and go on his own journeys. As much as I want to see him grow into his own, Im sad for him to not be this little guy very long.

My little boy isn't so little anymore! This was our first attempt at potty training. Lets just say we had a wet floor :).

Laughter + Family = Love & Happiness.... This is a rare but special moment! Its been awhile since seeing my big sisters and then my cousins were over too, it brought so much happiness to my grandma.

Saved the best for last! My two sweet boys. My everything. I got a preview of Jetts Newborn shoot and let me just say, I can not wait to get them back! They are amazing! Check out the preview by Adele..